I'm Afraid of 10 Out of 72 Common Fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia. (Hey if ur a fren, do me the favor of doing this)
I fear...
[ ] black people (wth?!?!?)
[ ] the dark (it's calming)
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights (my legs will shiver)
[ ] dogs (they are so cute)
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
total so far:1
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire (The color is nice)
[x] deep water (I am scared of drowning... I'm learning to swim now...)
[ ] snakes (I hav a reptile loving brother)
[ ] silk (WAT?!?!)
[ ] the ocean (calming unless I'm in it...)
[x] failure
[ ] success (... Who is fear of success??)
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads (again, reptile lovin bro)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow (I like snow... So nice... So white and chilly...)
total so far: 3
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges (height management issues, but I still cross them)
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
total so far: 4
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases (I hate diseases... So eerie..)
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts (I like ghost... I wish I can be like ghost and appear everywhere I want... ^^)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
total so far: 8
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (I must get what I want...)
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
total: 10
Extracted from Hui Yi's Blog... http://www.lifelessmoron.blogspot.com/
Edited by me... As this is about myself...

After Concert...

So... The concert is all over... Choir... Good job!!! Its quite nice but the mics got problems... And I hope next year will be better... So... Here comes the books... Time to hit the books as Mdm Mathews said... Trial is just 3 more weeks from now... I have to study hard.... I forgot Form 1 and a little of Form 2 sejarah!!! And I dont get what form 3 bab 5 onwards was about... I will not be able to post so much blog now... Studies..... After Trial, I have to put all my mind on car designing as the contest ends at 31st of August and I just finished 1 car... still have 3-4 to go... So yeah... And yesterday there was a gathering with my primary school friends and teacher... Happy Birthday Teacher Teah!!! Tq for teaching!!! For being such a nice teacher!!!

Just a random pic of my dinner... Hehe... Very nice... Noodles with salad...

Happy Birthday Vic!!!

Happy Birthday to you!!! Happy Birthday to you!!! Happy Birthday to Victor!!! Happy Birthday to you!!! (clapping hands) Haha... I got back a lot of my results... I guess they are ok only... Not perfect enough... BM - 67%, Basic Eng - 77%, Higher Eng - 55%, Science - 82%, KH - 84%, Siviks - 87%, Com - 85%, Sejarah - 78% [2 more marks get A... :( ], Geo - 71%, Chinese - 70%, and (drum rolls... haha...) Maths - 97%....

At babysitter's house a.k.a godmother's house

Two days at godmother's house.... I solved the rubik's cube by searching the solution online... And I just finished my karangans... Sigh... The car design competition really takes up a lot of time... I wish I have days which have 36 hours per day.... haha... One view of a car took me 3 hours to do the rendering using Alias Sketchbook Pro 2010... Full trial version... My dad say he will buy me the programme if I scored all A's in my PMR... I better work harder now!!! Omg... My godmother's two grandchildren are really playful, naugthy and not so clever... Haha... No offence... They still got lots of homework didn't do... But they played PSP all day long... A person a PSP!!! They are only of standard 1 and 2... They ask me teach them do the work... But then I teach them how... And ask them back the meanings of the word, they say dunno... I see them like not paying attention... Sigh... If I got children like that, I sure cry... I teach them so many times, they are only concerned about the answer... Not the meanings... So disappointed in them... Dunno what they learn in school... Wasted my time teaching them... I saw a book at Kinokuniya and I want to buy... But the price is high... My godmother's third daughter a.k.a Third sister... not enough money... So have to ask dad to buy next time... T_T The title is 'Masters of Car Design'... RM 185.40... OMG... Thinking of it.... OMG... I wan!!! I WANT IT!!!

Fight For A Reason

Well... Fight For A Reason was fun only at the ending but not the beginning... Those Malay bands are no good... Um... Not to say no good but the songs they played are those heavy metal songs which is not nice to hear at all... I'm becoming deaf hearing them... But there's 2 Malay bands which is not bad...
Jun Shern, Dylan, Justin and Jeremy Sze were good... You rocks!!!
I was asked to play guitar... Ashwin wanted to sing I'm Yours so he asked me to play guitar for him.... I borrowed Jun Shern's electronic guitar... I screwed up the intro part but... Anyway it's just for like 10 secs and it's the 1st time I played a guitar with a strap, standing... But Ashwin forgot his lyrics... In the end he kept singing the chorus and he signalled me to stop...
Kheng Yew's band is the best of all!!! You all ROCKS!!!! Kheng Yew the talented singer, John Gui and Eric, the best guitar players in our form, Prasad Dev, the pro drummer and one guy which is John's friend, a good bass player... You all were really GOOD!!! Thx!!!
Sorry that I cannot post the recordings of you guys cause my phone is a cheap one and it cannot be connected to the com... So yea....

Ideas coming back

Yes!!! I'm so happy!!! For the past few days I kept thinking of new, simple and unique designs of cars for the competition... Nothing comes up in mind... At last!!! Today I drew 3 views of the car... (Front, Rear and Interior) And guess how long I slept since yesterday night? I slept 14 hours!!! When I woke up, my whole body was not willing to move... Everyone sleeping too much will have this symptoms... The feeling is like you are not sleepy but your body dont want to function as you like... I just did my literature homework... I still have many homework to do...
PMR is coming!!! About 4 more months!!! Form 3 students pls be prepared!!! Good luck to you all!!! :)

The Most Boring Day

Today is the most boring day I ever had... My second brother went back to Kuala Terengganu yesterday. And I stayed at home with my eldest brother today. I woke up at 8:45, switched on the com and sat there checking mails. After that, I see the blog about cars... www.carscoop.blogspot.com Then, I play Need For Speed Undercover... Played like for 1 hour... Very boring dy... Dun feel like sleeping, doing homework... So I watched the anime Hui Yi lent to me... Thx Hui Yi... But after watching 4 episodes, I start to feel bored again... So I decided to draw cars for the contest... But no ideas come out... So I stared at a blank A4 paper for a long time... After that, I was so bored that I went and do my homework... Then my brother go buy food for us... After that, he went out... I just finished 1 karangan... Dun feel like continue doing my homework... Damn bored... So at last I found a guy to talk to... But it did not last long... A day where I feels there's so many things to do but I dun feel like doing it... Feel like wan to die...

THIS HOLIDAYS ARE KILLING ME!!! I WANNA MEET MY FRIENDS!!!